pain and happiness-

Pain is what we believe in, We Love to find it in all our lives, were desperate for it, we beg for it no matter how much we try not to admit it.. we want pain..

We want pain in our lives in so many ways.. in our desperate struggle for the truth we search for true pain, religious pain, Pain in our desperate struggle for Happiness..

and after a while we just start to struggle less against pain.. and pain becomes one in our lives.. Our god.. Or leader .. Our person..

Pain comes in many forms.. from emotional to Bodily..

I repeat we are desperate for some kind of pain to fill our lives and we don't even know it. We love to be hurt.

But you know what we love even more?

Happiness

Yes that feeling  Of power the feeling that we have when we Beat our search for pain. That feeling we have when we see the smile in a child's face, or the feeling we have when we hear a baby laugh.

Happiness is truly the best feeling  that Mankind has to offer... and we search it out for our own and others needs

But unlike pain Happiness is harder to achieve but once achieved Its the greatest feeling of all the feelings.

Its the feeling of Happiness that should fill our lives.. but often it doesn't, with all the worry that we cause our selves

so for now on.. great that downtrodden face in the mirror with a smile

stop seeking pain and seek truth and happiness.